**MORE PRETTY DAYS**

RAY TRYING TO CLICK HIS HEELS TOGETHER

RUFUS PULLING ME DOWN A HILL,IT WOULD HAVE BEEN NICE IF HE WOULD HAVE PULLED ME UP A HILL..LOL

RAY WALKING RUFUS

THESE ARE ALL OVER THE PARK



TODAY RAY WAS OFF SO WE HEADED OUTSIDE FOR SOME FRESH AIR..:)..IT WAS VERY NICE HERE TODAY..I THINK IT GOT UP TO ABOUT 67,SO YEAH I WAS WEARING SHORTS AND SANDALS..LOL..:)..AFTER WE GOT DONE WALKING RUFIE,AND WALKING OURSELFS..(LOL)..WE HEADED TO THE MALL FOR SOMETHING DIFFERENT TO DO..AFTER WE WALKED AROUND THE MALL FOR AWHILE WE WENT AND ATE..WE SEEM TO DO ALOT OF THAT..:..GUESS WHAT WE ATE.......YEUP........CHEESE FRIES...FROM THE LONGHORN STEAK HOUSE..:)..GOTTA LOVE THAT PLACE..I TOLD RAY THAT IS OUR SUBSHACK..LOL..I SURE AM GOING TO MISS THAT PLACE WHEN WE MOVE BACK HOME..PROBABLY THE ONLY I MISS..(LOL)..HAHAHAHA...OTHER THEN THAT WE CAME HOME AND RAY TALKED TO MAWMA FOR ABOUT AN HOUR AND A HALF..SHE WAS TALKY TALKY,BUT YOU HAVE TO LOVE HER..SHE WAS TELLING US ABOUT EVERYTHING IN ANSTED..(LOL)..I AM NOT FEELING TO GOOD SO I AM GOING TO GO LAY DOWN AND WATCH SOME HALLOWEEN OR FRIDAY THE 13TH THOSE TWO MOVIES ALWAYS SEEM TO MAKE HAPPY..:)..KINDA LIKE A COMFORT THING..HOPE YOU GUYS HAD A GREAT NICE DAY..:)

**THE SOUND TIRES ON MY LIPS TO FADE AWAY INTO FORGETTING**

IF I COULD UN-SWIRL ALL THE EMOTIONS GOING ON IN MY MIND RIGHT NOW MAYBE I WOULD SEE A LITTLE CLEARER

SPEAK A LITTLE LOUDER

WALK LITTLER LIGHTER

AND

ULTIMATELY BE FILLED WITH A LITTLE MORE CONFIDENCE..

I'M WORKING ON IT NICELY..

"JOYFUL GIRL"

I'M TIRED OF PLANNING,DREAMING OF PREPARING BECAUSE WHEN I DON'T SUCCEED OR REACH MY GOALS I BEAT MYSELF UP.....HARDCORE...

I'M DONE WITH THAT..

I'M READY TO TAKE IT SLOW

BE A LITTLE GREEDY..

WITH EVER SINGLE DAY I BREATHE I AM LEARNING LIFE'S HARDEST LESSON..

WE ARE ALL SELFISH HUMANS

PLAIN AND SIMPLE..

WE LIVE FOR OURSELVES BEFORE WE LIVE FOR ANYONE ELSE

I'VE ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT WHEN IT COMES TO

FRIENDS AND FAMILY

WHAT CAN I DO TO MAKE THEM HAPPY??..

ALL THE WHILE THINKING THAT IF THEY WERE HAPPY

I WOULD BE HAPPY

THAT IS THE BIGGEST LIE I HAVE EVER FED MYSELF..

BUT.......

THAT'S ALRIGHT..

I AM REALIZING NOW THAT IT IS OK TO BE SELFISH SOMETIMES

BECAUSE,WELL THAT WOULD MEAN I WAS HUMAN..

WE HAVE TO LOOK OUT FOR OURSELVES IN THIS WORLD,ALL THE WHILE RESPECTING EACH OTHER..

I'M READY

I HAVE TWO FEET AND MY BALANCE IS GETTING MUCH BETTER..

I HAVE TWO HANDS AND MY GRIP IS GETTING STRONGER..

I'LL STAND FIRMLY ON MY FEET WITHOUT A HAND REACHING OUT TO YOU WHILE THE OTHER IS TUCKED DEEP INSIDE MY POCKET..

AND WE WILL LEARN OUR WAY TOGETHER YET ALONE

HAPPINESS,JOYFUL,LIFE,GOOD,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE

**HAIL IN PA**

RUFUS DID NOT LIKE THE HAIL STORM

HAIL ON OUR FRONT PORCH

HAIL IN THE FLOWER BED BY A LILLY THAT IS GETTING READY TO GROW

HAIL ON THE SIDE PORCH

HAIL IN THE FLOWER BED

OUR CREEPY BASEMENT

HAIL AND RAIN ON THE BACK PORCH

HAIL ON THE BACK PORCH..IT REMINDS ME OF DIP N DOTS ICE CREAM..

MMMMMMM

I JUST THINK THIS IS PRETTY..

..IT IS THE WALL THAT SPACES OUR HOUSE FROM OUR NEIGHBORS..

THE AFTERMATH OF THE STORM..**RAINBOWS**

HEY THERE BLOGGER FACES..!!..TODAY WAS A GLOOMY DAY IN PA..WE WOKE UP AND RAY WENT OUT TO GET US SOME BREAKFAST..:)..PANERA BREAD BREAKFAST..I'M TELLING YOU GUYS,IF YOU HAVE NEVER ATE THERE..YOU NEED TO TRY IT..DELICIOUS..
I GOT RAY TO SIT DOWN THIS AFTERNOON AND WATCH A LIFETIME MOVIE WITH ME..
THE OBSESSION
PRETTY GOOD ONE..
LATER ON WE WENT AND DID SOME CLOTHES AT THE LAUNDRY MAT..
AFTER WE GOT DONE WITH THAT WE HURRIED TO THE CAR,BECAUSE WE KNEW THERE WAS A BAD STORM COMING..
MY WINDOW DON'T ROLL UP ALL THE WAY ON THE PASSENGERS SIDE,THANKS TO MY FATHER WHO HAS YET TO FIX IT..:)..AND IT BEGAN TO HAIL..I'M NOT TALKING LITTLE HAILS I'M TALKING EVERYONE WATCH OUT BECAUSE YOU ARE GOING TO GET ATTACKED..(lol)..
SO RAY IS TRYING TO DRIVE DOWN THE CITY OF YORK WHERE EVERYONE IS FREAKING OUT BECAUSE NO ONE COULD SEE,WE FINALLY MADE IT HOME SAFELY..WE HAD TO SIT IN THE CAR FOR A FEW MINUTES..
BUT AFTER IF IT CALMED DOWN WE MADE IT INSIDE..AFTER THAT RAY PLAYED ON THE COMPUTER SOME,HE GOT OUR MYSPACE IM UP AND RUNNING..AND I STUDIED..I SEEM TO BE DOING ALOT OF THAT NOW..:)..
AFTER RAY GOT DONE TINKERING ONLINE WE WENT TO WAL-MART AND DID SOME GROCERY SHOPPING..AND NOW WE ARE HOME AND I AM BLOGGING..RAY GOES BACK TO WORK TOMORROW AND I AM OFF DOING MY HOUSEWIFE THING..(lol)..CYNTHIA IS IN WEST VIRGINIA ENJOYING HOME WITH OUT ME..:p..
BUT WE WILL BE COMING HOME TO SEE EVERYONE THE FIRST WEEK OF MAY..AND WE ARE GOING TO RAYS SISTERS EASTER WEEKEND..CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THE FAMILY..:)..HOPE YOU GUYS HAVE A NICE NIGHT..
!!!!muah!!!!

**A LITTLE FEELING**

I REACHED A REALIZATION OR FEW.........

*************HONESTY DOESN'T MEAN NOTHING IF YOU DON'T OWE IT....

^^^^^^TRUE FRIENDS ARE THE HARDEST TO FIND AND HARDER TO KEEP^^^^^^

TRUST IS LIKE BEING BLINDFOLDED AND WALKING INTO TRAFFIC...........................................SELFISHNESS IS OKAY,AND IT'S TIME I GET MINE..:)....

LOYALTY IS JOKE WHEN YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO CARE IN THE FIRST PLACE...

LOVE IS A BROAD TERM USED TOO OFTEN

EYES ARE THE GATEWAY TO THE SOUL

_______________________REASONING IS FOR A FOOL...TAKING CHANCES MAKES THINGS LESS BORING____________________________________

EMOTIONS KEEP US FEELING ALIVE...

HATE IS ONLY BITTERNESS COVERED IN ENVY...

..STUDYING THE PAGES OF A SOUL IS THE ONLY LESSONS WORTH WHILE..

~~~~DOUBT IS THE WAY WE CONTROL OUR EMOTIONS~~~~

AND FAITH IS ONLY A SAFE PLACE FOR A THE WEAK.......

A NAME ATTACHED TO MY TRUE COLORS SEEM TO BE SHOWING IN ALL THE PEOPLE I THOUGHT I KNEW...A PERSON I KNOW KNOCKED ME OUT WITH THE TRUTH I'VE BEEN DENYING FOR A LONG TIME NOW,,,,,,,,,,,,,,THANK YOU FOR THAT REALIZATION.............FOR BEING THE ONE PERSON WHO DIDN'T SUGAR COAT IT FOR ME...

I BELIEVE I'M READY TO WALK IN TRAFFIC WITH MY EYES CLOSED MORE OFTEN BECAUSE I LIKE THE WAY IT MAKES FEEL ALIVE,OR THE FACT IT MAKES ME FEEL AT ALL..

I JUST WANT TO FEEL EVERY MOMENT INSTEAD OF REMEMBERING A TIME WHEN I ACTUALLY FELT SOMETHING MOVE IN MY HEART...I'M NOT A WASTE OF LIFE OR SOMEONES THROW AWAY..I'M READY TO BE WRECK LESS AND MINDLESS..WHEN IT COMES TO WHAT MY HEART NEEDS..I'M STARTING TO LIKE THE FEELING OF LOSS CONTROL...

*I'LL STICK IT TO YOUR SKIN,PIERCED FOR SOMETHING*

**MY MANY PHOBIAS**

I WAS CHECKING OUT SOME PHOBIAS LAST NIGHT ONLINE,AND I GUESS I HAVE MORE FEARS THEN I THOUGHT..(lol)..

ACAROPHOBIA-FEAR OF ITCHING OR OF THE INSECTS THAT CAUSE ITCHING..

ACHLUOPHOBIA-FEAR OF DARKNESS..

ACOUSTICOPHOBIA-FEAR OF LOUD NOISES

AGORAPHOBIA-FEAR OF OPEN SPACES OR OF BEING IN CROWED,PUBLIC PLACES LIKE MARKETS,FEAR OF LEAVING A SAFE PLACE..

AMAXOPHOBIA-FEAR OF RIDING IN A CAR

ARACHNEPHOBIA OR ARACHNOPHOBIA-FEAR OF SPIDERS

ATELOPHOBIA-FEAR OF IMPERFECTION

AUTOMYSOPHOBIA-FEAR OF BEING DIRTY

BOGYPHOBIA-FEAR OF BOGEYS OR THE BOGEYMAN

CACOPHOBIA-FEAR OF UGLINESS

DEMONOPHOBIA OR DAEMONOPHOBIA-FEAR OF GROWING OLD

HADEPHOBIA-FEAR OF HELL

HARPAZOPHOBIA-FEAR OF BEING ROBBED

HYODOPHOBIA-FEAR OF ROAD TRAVEL

HOPLOPHOBIA-FEAR OF FIREARMS

LOCKIOPHOBIA-FEAR OF CHILDBIRTH

MOTORPHOBIA-FEAR OF AUTOMOBILES

NECROPHOBIA-FEAR OF DEATH OR DEAD THINGS

OBESOPHOBIA-FEAR OF GAINING WEIGHT

OCHOPHOBIA-FEAR OF VEHICLES

OPHIDIOPHOBIA-FEAR OF SNAKES

ORNITHOPHOBIA-FEAR OF BIRDS

PEDOPHOBIA-FEAR OF CHILDREN**THIS ONE IS LIMITED,BUT REALLY SOME CHILDREN FREAK ME OUT!!..:)

SATANOPHOBIA-FEAR OF SATAN

SELACHOPHOBIA-FEAR OS SHARKS

THANATOPHOBIA OR THANTOPHOBIA-FEAR OF DEATH OR DYING

XENOGLOSSOPHOBIS-FEAR OF FOREIGN LANGUAGES

XENOPHOBIA-FEAR OF STRANGERS OR FOREIGNERS

*I'M ALMOST DONE WITH MY 1ST SEMESTER..THIS IS WHAT I'VE LEARNED*

THIS IS THE OVER VIEW OF HALF OF MY 1ST SEMESTER..AFTER I FINISH MY BIOLOGY STUDIES THEY HAVE TO SEND ME 3 MORE UNITS AND I WILL BE OFF TO TAKING MY PROCTOR..THE NEXT LESSONS ARE

ANIMAL ANATOMY AND PHYSIOLOGY 1

MEDICAL MATHEMATICS

INFORMATION LITERACY(I WILL HAVE A GRADED PROJECT IN THIS ONE)

AFTER I TAKE MY PROCTOR I WILL BE GOING INTO MY 2 SEMESTER..:)..I CAN'T WAIT TO GET IT STARTED..BELOW IS A BLOG OF WHAT I HAVE STUDIED AND WHAT I HAVE LEARNED SO FAR..HOPE YOU ENJOY READING ABOUT IT..IT IS REALLY EXCITING KNOWING THAT BEFORE I STARTED THIS I KNEW NOTHING..

THIS IS WHAT I'M STUDYING NOW..THE ESSENTIALS OF BIOLOGY AND THE INTRODUCTION TO BIOLOGY..THIS HAS BEEN VERY INTERESTING BUT ALSO VERY HARD FOR ME COPE WITH,BECAUSE THEY DO TALK ALOT ABOUT EVOLUTION AND STEM CELL PROJECTS..I TOLD RAY I AM REALLY TRYING TO HAVE AN OPEN MIND ABOUT IT,BUT IT IS HARD FOR ME TO..BUT I JUST KEEP TELLING MYSELF TO GET THROUGH IT..IN THIS I HAVE LEARNED SO FAR ABOUT THE CELL,HOW TO DESCRIBE THE CHARACTERISTICS OF LIVING THINGS,HOW THE STRUCTURE AND FUNCTION OF EUKARYOTIC CELLS WORK,EXPLAIN THE PROCESS OF PHOTOSYNTHESIS,THE FUNCTIONS OF DNA AND RNA,DOMAINS AND KINGDOMS OF LIVING ORGANISMS,DISCUSS DARWIN'S THEORY(WHICH I WILL BE DOING LESS OF..LOL)NAME THE MAJOR PLANT GROUPS..ALSO I AM GETTING READY TO STUDY GENETICS..SO THAT SHOULD BE INTERESTING..AND THEN IT WILL GO INTO EVOLUTION AND DIVERSITY OF LIFE(BLAH)STRUCTURES AND FUNCTIONS OF PLANTS AND ANIMALS,AND THEN ECOLOGY..PRETTY MUCH STUFF WE LEARNED IN 9TH GRADE SCIENCE..(lol)..BUT I GUESS WE HAVE TO REFRESH..I AM DOING GOOD SO FAR IN THIS UNIT,I TOOK MY FIRST EXAM ON THIS THE OTHER DAY AND GOT AN 87..SO THAT ISN'T TO BAD..I MISSED 4 QUESTIONS..BUT I THINK I'M DOING OK..:)