**THE SOUND TIRES ON MY LIPS TO FADE AWAY INTO FORGETTING**

IF I COULD UN-SWIRL ALL THE EMOTIONS GOING ON IN MY MIND RIGHT NOW MAYBE I WOULD SEE A LITTLE CLEARER

SPEAK A LITTLE LOUDER

WALK LITTLER LIGHTER

AND

ULTIMATELY BE FILLED WITH A LITTLE MORE CONFIDENCE..

I'M WORKING ON IT NICELY..

"JOYFUL GIRL"

I'M TIRED OF PLANNING,DREAMING OF PREPARING BECAUSE WHEN I DON'T SUCCEED OR REACH MY GOALS I BEAT MYSELF UP.....HARDCORE...

I'M DONE WITH THAT..

I'M READY TO TAKE IT SLOW

BE A LITTLE GREEDY..

WITH EVER SINGLE DAY I BREATHE I AM LEARNING LIFE'S HARDEST LESSON..

WE ARE ALL SELFISH HUMANS

PLAIN AND SIMPLE..

WE LIVE FOR OURSELVES BEFORE WE LIVE FOR ANYONE ELSE

I'VE ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT WHEN IT COMES TO

FRIENDS AND FAMILY

WHAT CAN I DO TO MAKE THEM HAPPY??..

ALL THE WHILE THINKING THAT IF THEY WERE HAPPY

I WOULD BE HAPPY

THAT IS THE BIGGEST LIE I HAVE EVER FED MYSELF..

BUT.......

THAT'S ALRIGHT..

I AM REALIZING NOW THAT IT IS OK TO BE SELFISH SOMETIMES

BECAUSE,WELL THAT WOULD MEAN I WAS HUMAN..

WE HAVE TO LOOK OUT FOR OURSELVES IN THIS WORLD,ALL THE WHILE RESPECTING EACH OTHER..

I'M READY

I HAVE TWO FEET AND MY BALANCE IS GETTING MUCH BETTER..

I HAVE TWO HANDS AND MY GRIP IS GETTING STRONGER..

I'LL STAND FIRMLY ON MY FEET WITHOUT A HAND REACHING OUT TO YOU WHILE THE OTHER IS TUCKED DEEP INSIDE MY POCKET..

AND WE WILL LEARN OUR WAY TOGETHER YET ALONE

HAPPINESS,JOYFUL,LIFE,GOOD,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE