**SO I GUESS WE'LL ONLY END UP BEING LOYAL AND HUMAN**

I HAVE TO BLOCK OUT THOUGHTS OF YOU,SO I DON'T LOSE MY HEAD..THEY CRAWL IN LIKE A COCKROACH LEAVING BABIES IN MY BED..DROPPING LITTLE REELS OF TAPE,TO REMIND ME THAT I'M ALONE..PLAYING MOVIES IN MY HEAD THAT MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I'M AT HOME..THERE'S A BURNING IN MY PRIDE,A NERVOUS BLEEDING IN MY BRAIN,AN OUNCE OF PEACE IS ALL I WANT FOR YOU,WILL YOU NEVER CALL AGAIN..AND WILL YOU NEVER SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME,JUST TO PUT IT IN MY FACE..AND WILL YOU NEVER TRY TO REACH ME,IT IS I THAT WANTED SPACE..
HATE ME TODAY
HATE ME TOMORROW
HATE ME FOR ALL THE THINGS I DIDN'T DO FOR YOU..
HATE ME IN WAYS
YEAH WAYS HARD TO SWALLOW
HATE ME SO YOU CAN FINALLY SEE WHAT'S GOOD FOR YOU
I'M SOBER NOW FOR 3 WHOLE MONTHS,IT'S ONE ACCOMPLISHMENT THAT YOU HELPED ME WITH..THE ONE THING THAT ALWAYS TORE US APART IS THE ONE THING I WON'T TOUCH AGAIN..IN A SICK WAY I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR HOLDING MY HEAD UP LATE AT NIGHT..WHILE I BUSY WAGING WARS ON MYSELF ,YOU WERE TRYING TO STOP THE FIGHT..YOU NEVER DOUBTED MY WARPED OPINIONS ON THINGS LIKE SUICIDAL HATE..YOU MADE ME COMPLIMENT MYSELF WHEN IT WAS WAY TOO HARD TO TAKE..SO I'LL DRIVE SO FAR AWAY THAT I'LL NEVER CROSS YOUR MIND..AND DO WHATEVER IT TAKES IN YOUR HEART TO LEAVE ME BEHIND..AND WITH A SAD HEART I SAY BYE TO YOU AND WAVE,KICKING SHADOWS ON THE STREET FOR EVERY MISTAKE THAT I HAD MADE..AND THEN I FELL DOWN YELLING
!!!MAKE IT GO AWAY!!!
JUST MAKE HIS SMILE COME BACK AND SHINE JUST LIKE IT USE TO BE..
HATE ME FOR ALL THINGS I DIDN'T DO FOR YOU